Crash-test Barbie

Sink or swim

2009-09-15T17:26:00.005+08:00

2009-08-26T21:49:00.002+08:00

STRESSING!!

2000 Word Essay
Focus Group Report - Literature Review, Introduction, Survey Question (I HATE THIS UNIT!)
News Story (Should clear by monday)
Feature Article (1500 words)

H E L P

BORED

2009-08-18T22:52:00.003+08:00

BORED

Three names I go by:
1. lish
2. alicia
3. lishayyy

Three Jobs I have had in my life:
1. Waitress
2. Sales
3. Intern at a design firm

Three Places I Have lived:
1. Perth, Australia
2. Singapore
3. London, England

Three Favorite Drinks:
1. Apple Juice
2. Fruit Punch
3. Bubble tea!

Three TV shows that I watch:
1. Skins
2. One Tree Hill
3. 90210

Three places I have been:
1. Paris
2. Vienna
3. Switzerland

People that text me regularly:
1. Nicole (s)
2. the girls
3. my ex-boyfriend lol

Three of my favorite foods:
1. chinese ftw
2. italian!
3. chicken kiev

Three things I am looking forward to:
1. Buying a new ed hardy cap
2. getting an adidas tracksuit tmrw
3. HOPEFULLY GETTING A DAMN JOB

i felt super dumb today. Today during tutorial its like my brain refused to function or something... found it so hard to string a sentence together. zzz. Some girl asked me a question and i blabbered a shitload of nonsense.

UGHHHH.

2009-08-14T20:09:00.003+08:00

I like having this stability.

It's like, the foundation's solid and unlike anything ive experienced before.

It's great cos, i can't be bothered with playing the field anymore or... being single again ....

I like coming home everyday to someone who'll be there to hear about my day - good or bad.

And likewise.

Everything's just perfect (:

2009-08-09T03:33:00.003+08:00

I lost my Ed Hardy cap!!

Actually, maybe not. It might be buried somewhere in my house back in sg, but i was searching high and low for it (cos i wanted to bring it to the UK - couldnt find it obviously - thought it was in Perth, apparently not)

So where the hell is it????!!!!!

I didn't wear it all in Sg, so either...

1. I lost it in transit somehow (left it on the plane on the way back to sg... yadayada..)

2. idk

):

Well, i am in desperate need of a new one. (for bad hair days which ive been having alot recently thanks to my recent haircut which i dont like)

Have my eye on an All Black one.

Want to order online... but ive never ordered anything online before so im kind of... like quite noob-ish.

Don't know if any of the sites ive been to are legit or not?

The official ed hardy online store does not have the cap im looking for...

HOW?

):

Just venting. aaaaa.....

For you.

2009-08-02T00:00:00.001+08:00

"Don't talk to her. she tried to snog my sister in middle school. Pervy."

"Watch out Katie, I might get confused and fuck you with my great big strap on"

- Skins

WAHAHAHHAHAH omg, SKINS is fkin FUNNYYY!!!! One of the funniest shows i've watched in a while.

2009-07-24T23:49:00.003+08:00

The real world, it sucks.

If only life would be a little more like it is in the movies.

But it isn't (and never will be), and i know that.

I don't know what's worse.....

Living a life of make-believe & false hopes or one where everything in it is viewed with learned cynicism -- realistic, practical, bleak, unappealing and utterly depressing.

2009-07-22T23:36:00.001+08:00

SICK.

MISERABLE.

NOT HAPPENING.

DURING,

MY LAST WEEK IN SG.

THIS SUCKS!

2009-07-09T04:24:00.002+08:00

REMINDER TO SELF:

BOOK BRITNEY CONCERT TICKETS TOMORROW!!!!

Tickets are selling out SO FAST. I missed britney once in london, not going to miss her again in Perth!!!

Burnnnn.......

Whatever this show is, i must watch. hahaah

2009-07-06T23:21:00.001+08:00

ahahahahahahhaha!!!! made me laugh.

There's so much truth in that. My friends never saw the chips (sorry roy!) because i ate them up. Then when they ask, wheres the chips.... im like.. sorry baggage no space! AHHAHAHAH

And, i WAS stopped at the check-in counter for overweight baggage. Had to throw out some food. I think i threw away chocolate sauce and nuts.

hee hee.

irritating... don't know why ive to turn into a freakin mute everytime im around someone i genuinely like.... shy.... and im usually not shy. ANNOYING.

2009-07-03T15:46:00.001+08:00

I was crying over you
I am smiling I think of you
Where your garden have no walls
Breathe in the air if you care, you compare, don't say farewell
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
I was crying over you
I am smiling I think of you
Misty morning and water falls
Breathe in the air if you care, you compare, don't say farewell
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Virtuous sensibility
Escape velocity
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Breathe in the air if you care, you compare, don't say farewell
Nothing

2009-06-30T23:16:00.003+08:00

Back from london/paris/kota kinabalu

Slept till 730pm today, didnt even realize.

Hectic month, i have so much to say but im too lazy to pen it down.

Realized since i touched down from Perth, haven't actually had an entire day to myself. H e c t i c

July shall be chill. Need to go for a massage.

So Ruthie got married. So surreal. Hasn't even been registered in my head yet. So strange.

To think, when she told me she was engaged, like AGES back i thought she was lying.

So.....
basically....

i chose to ignore her entire engagement (thinking she was joking) ahahhahaha

NICEEEEE.

It only sunk in when i had to like, book my flight and stuff.

Super nice room. the view was AAAmazing but i was too tired to take pictures. was a mad rush from touching down from london just a few hours before.....

london/paris pictures next time. or check my lj.....

x

2009-06-11T02:21:00.004+08:00

OH MY GOD.

Super stressed. Got too many things to get done and settle before i fly off to london in..... less than 48hours.

Tomorrow will be an early start.

SIA.... is so NOT flexible.

I had to purchase a new air ticket (void my return ticket back to singapore from london) because they didn't allow me to change dates... to return one day early so i would be get here in time to fly off again to R's wedding.

Thats another redundant $850 on NOTHING! Just to RETURN ONE DAY EARLIER. NICEEEEE.

Haven't done so many things.

Haven't bought some essentials for UK, haven't gotten friends to print out my itinery, haven't gotten my air ticket from R for her wedding, haven't changed my money at the money changers..... haven't packed..... haven't bought my maid-of-honor dress......need to register my modules for next semester.....

tomorrow going to head out early... meet ruth... get my errands done.. come back home by 5pm. to pack.

NICEEEEE..
\ARGGHHHHH

Today, went to get a perm. (So i can stop wasting 15mins here and there every day curling my hair) Sat for 6 hours in the studio.

Pretty pleased with it.

Now its just like my hair except.. now im ready to head out the door in 15mins and not the usual 30-35mins.

Devoured a stack of magazines while waiting. Came across this.

OMG PATRICK DEMPSEY. He is so hot i just had to take a picture.

Lucy liu!

Final. My new camera is just too awesome. this pics are all raw and unedited. my new waves. and i didnt mention but i got a color job done last week too (:

i'm done here.

Good night.

2009-06-03T03:32:00.002+08:00

Baby's birthday on Sunday. Took baby out for dinner at Gallery Hotel (:

My camera's shit so didnt taken much pictures. Food and interior was fabulous tho.

Happy when i'm with you...

2009-06-01T19:42:00.003+08:00

So excited. Gonna be getting my tat on friday (:

But, apparently, my poem is too long and needs to be shortened. How? I really don't know how to shorten it. I want every single word/punctuation/phrase of it on me

ANYWAYS...

Jessica Stroup

Super hot la. I realized, i like these kind of girls. Dark hair, light eyes.... all badass. AHAHHAHA. She's the only character i like from 90210.

And, Dickson! i <3 Dickson's character.

And i think Ethan is so cute and Tye.

What else, what else....

BANDAGE DRESSES! Can't get enough of em!

Especially like the one Mischa Barton and Joss Stone is wearing!

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hate ants. I leave my food/green tea in my room for JUST 5mins unattended... ANTS everywhere!!!!! wtf.

In Perth, i leave my food unwashed and unattended in my room for days... NOT A SINGLE ANT. and i also have yet to even see a lizard.

grr

2009-05-30T17:52:00.001+08:00

Back in Singapore!

Wish the wweather wasn't so disgusting.

2009-05-25T21:45:00.003+08:00

Brillant!

Last friday, i was contemplating whether or not to recharge my phone credit (aussie number) because i was only left with a week in australia.

I recharged.

Thinking i had sufficient credit that usually lasts me a month and having only a week more to go.... i've been using my mobile excessively; sending out and replying nonsensical or (not so important) things. (including one word replys and smiley faces)

Today,

(with only a few days more to go in australia)

my line got cut.

I have been forced to use my Singapore phoneline (on roaming = bloody expensive) to make phonecalls and reply messages.......

and sending myself messages (cheap thrill) to my aussie number.... to test if i am still somewhat connected to the world.

FML.

2009-05-23T21:19:00.001+08:00

If - Rudyard Kipling

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too:
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream -- and not make dreams your master;
If you can think -- and not make thoughts your aim,
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same:
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings,
And never breathe a word about your loss:
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings -- nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much:
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And -- which is more -- you'll be a Man, my son!

-- Rudyard Kipling

I don't know if my interpretation of this poem is correct or whatnot, because i gave the review section a scroll and many of the comments posted aren't in sync with my interpretation of it... but, it is what you make it to be for yourself, no?

I like this poem because, to me... it reflects values and ideologies i hold myself to. Conviction, determination, equality in mankind, risk, responsibility and ultimately...

self-reliance.

Which is what i identify to be the key theme/message of this poem.

Kipling seemingly suggests that our existence in the world, our model of reality (of the material world) is merely just an illusion.

If you can dream -- and not make dreams your master;
If you can think -- and not make thoughts your aim,

...

Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,

I think, serves to indicate how, in order to survive in this fictional reality without self-destructing..... we need to learn how to take charge and be in control of our own destiny and life -- and learn not to be overly reliant on physical (material) attachments. [which includes people or any other tangible relationship.... friends, family, lovers... symbiotic to many philosophies]

We have to learn how to adapt, to find happiness in the material things in life... but not make these things "your master"... "In so doing you will live ethically, in the present moment, harm no-one and help many, give much but ask for nothing in return and ultimately you will experience 'happiness'"

because these things perish. and you'd end up broken if that's all you build your life around, and let people..... things..... material objects define you and run your life.

I guess i could understand why i like this poem so much. It runs symbiotic to William E. Henley's "Invictus" which also has a firm grounding in self-reliance and internal strength.

Any thoughts? Conflicting views?

2009-05-19T17:18:00.006+08:00

Today is just one of those days where NOBODY should talk to me.

and maybe also, the day after today and the day after today's tomorrow would be nice.

I had my media law test today... yesterday instead of studying i slept at like 10-ish pm i think... just couldn't be bothered.

I dont know how i did. Few questions here and there didn't know how to answer. Actually i DID know how to answer. All the fucking information was in my fucking head.... but i... couldn't be bothered to think. That sounds ridiculous, but its true. Just feel so fucking brain dead.

This will be the fucking part which will bring down my Distinction to a Credit, quite sure. Unless my essay gets a HD or the tutor miraculously finds that admist all the jargon, i actually made some sense. Quite impossible.

I really should be studying for another test now but.. i just can't be bothered to do shit.

Also, the weather is too BLODDY MOTHERFUCKING COLD and i currently have on a tank, a reasonably thick hoodie AND a wool robe. WTF.

So, everytime i walk out to get something (the mirror is directly facing my door) i see my refelction and feel like a motherfucking WALRUS because i look damn huge with so many layers on. No, wait. make that a motherfucking WALRUS pregnant with 10 junior walruses k.

I just want to curl up into a ball and crash into a bloody wall.

BYE.

2009-05-10T03:18:00.003+08:00

Fremantle.

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Megan Fox

Jessica Stroup

Lindsay Price

Elina

Realize that i like brunettes. Dark hair, light eyes ;)

Will go gay and give up ever eating chocolate again for any one of these. hee hee

2009-05-05T23:32:00.002+08:00

X-men origins!

AWESOME! i love it. There wasn't a single dead moment in the entire movie. So annoyed because, apparently there were EXTRA scenes (as in 'aftermath' scenes) played after the credits ended; which basically shows you where Wolverine went and something about deadpool (which i shall not spoil for you people u haven't caught the show)

Hugh Jackman is so HOTTTTT. His body........ ;)

There's so many shows i wana watch now hey. Saw so many good trailers.

State of Play (Rachel McAdams =p)
Fired Up
Some Sandra Bullock show which title i've forgotten

Must find the time.

Haven't been to the gym for AGES again. Slacking off ):

I shall go tomorrow.

My PJs are so cute! <3

skypingg...

2009-05-01T18:56:00.001+08:00

What do you do when this is something so much bigger than yourself?

Again and again,

it invades. it conquers.

It never stops.

You think it has when everything's right... but then it creeps up against you; other times it isn't as kind and latches itself onto you when everything's perfect..sucks the life out of you... you're in a battle with yourself.

The bubble bursts and reality seeps through... that mental image in your head about how things are supposed to be... its no longer tangible. So, you force yourself to get that image back. force yourself to fight through it.

sometimes you get it back; sometimes you find your way.

but the picture - its tainted now. something's missing. what do you do?

other times, you don't get it back.

it has conquered.

there's nothing you can do except wait -- wait for something else to come along, something which will take you up on a high -- that same something which will inevitably come crashing down.

so what the fuck do you do now?

2009-05-01T18:55:00.001+08:00

Today, some boy in tute gave me a . . . . . . . . .

vomit jellybean

DAMN DISGUSTING. Taste exactly like throw-up.

It's this 'prank' range of jellybeans by Jelly Belly (that brand in candy empire with the red cap top).

There are other flavours, more specifically:

Vomit, Booger (nose-shit), pencil shavings, black pepper, earthworm, dirt, ear wax and grass

Apparently, the packet comes as a 50/50 split between 'good' jellybeans (usual flavors like juicy pear, toasted marshmellow...etc) and 'bad' jelly beans.

As usual, like the lucky person i always am, i had to pick pretty much one of the WORST of the 'bad' jelly beans. (should count my lucky stars i didn't like the booger hey?)

Absolutely foul!

and in tute today the tutor stirred up an extremely controversial discussion about homosexuality -- her stance leaning towards the negative --

didn't agree with most of the things she said but didn't want to say anything because my 40% essay has not yet been graded. lol.

Well, basically she said that homosexuality is wrong and should not be legalized, promoted or condoned.

I personally think ...

Yes, in the context of my religion, it IS wrong. I believe it is wrong.

BUT

Religion aside, my personal belief is that people should be free to live their lives in whatever way that want to. Some people are wired differently, and yes, some people argue that a person's sexuality could be due to a multitude of factors; peer influence, exposure to material, life experiences... etc

Which again could extend into a really really really long debate on whether it is something you are born with or something you grow into.

I really do not know. I guess its a mixture of both. At least from my POV. I do think some people are born 'gay-er' than others and life experiences and exposure to material play a part in moulding that person's sexuality.

Do i think it should be promoted or condoned?

Condoned, yes definately. Gay people should not be discriminated upon. It is a basic human right and every single individual, regardless of age, race, ethnicity, sexuality...etc should be granted that right.

Should it be promoted? This is tricky. I think the issue definately should not go unaddressed or ignored (in the media or otherwise) because it has become a significant aspect of our modern day society. So having ... let's say a gay/lesbian scene on television is essentially just potraying the realities of our society and i see no reason why it should be banned/censored.

Outright promotion, on the other hand.... i don't quite particulary agree with. Just as how gay people don't like having heterosexual people pushing their agenda's against homosexuality, i think the relative can be expected of gay people.

Should it be legalized?

I honestly am just, indifferent to the notion of legalizing gay marriage. I don't have an agenda to push for it, nor do i have one against it. I don't know -- just whatever comes. But i think, it definately should not be banned.

Thoughts?

2009-04-28T15:39:00.004+08:00

Hillary's Boat Harbour & Aqua underwater world.

Beautiful, beautiful place. Absolutely loved it. Must go back there again.

Sunset

on a completely different note,

hehe lindsay lohan has been converted already! She's so totally lesbianic now... hahah can tell. Okay good, get a girly girly girl girlie.... megan fox maybe? =p

and, eat.

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I am SUCH a nerd,

because... i got extremely excitable when i found this citation software (for download) that generates MLA/CHICAGO/APA citations for you. All you have to do is to fill in the forms.

Thankyothankyouwhoevercreatedit.

2009-04-24T00:43:00.002+08:00

HAHA!

2009-04-16T02:20:00.001+08:00

June, babyyyy. HELL YEAHHH.

can't.fucking.wait

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Also, i have finally shifted 80% of my stuff into my new room (lennise's room). I love my new room. But why are there so many stickers on the mirror? I tried to pluck em out but they wouldnt budge. I cant see my legs properly with the stickers there!!!and i miss my housemate... the house is so bloody quiet without you woman! HAHAHA and btw go find my DIRT cd and my phone charger... its with u.... hahahahahah!! KTHANKS.

so tired now.peace.

x

2009-04-15T04:18:00.002+08:00

I remember constantly telling my friends that,

"I don't know how anyone can talk to their bf/gf every night for hours... i can never

be bothered to do that cos i've got better things to do."

But,

baby... with you i can.

and its one thing i look forward to everyday (:

Missin' you. Wish you were here.

xx

2009-04-08T20:39:00.002+08:00

Russell Brand is hell H I L A R I O U S and so damn sexyyy ;)

me likey.

I miss Singapore's food... ALOT. Esp hawker food! and, yong tau foo or fishball noodles!!!

You can tell how much i miss having "soupy" stuff from the mountain of food i have on my bowl....from the asian store. hehe

TAU POK! i love tau pok!!!! hahahah

Anyways, i AM so ANNOYED. The zippers on my bags keep separating. WHY IS THAT???!!! Not just ONE bag... not TWO... its THREE different random bags bought in different places, different countries. Is it me?!!! Maybe im too rough with my bags and stuff but seriously.... THREE BAG ZIPPERS spoilt within a year?? That's a little bit much don't ya think.

I really like this bag im using now but the zippers keep separating and i don't know how to fix them. I went on youtube to scope it out, apparently its an easy fix but you have to use a thread and do some knotting or something.... which i can't be stuffed to do......

):

Gahhhh.

If u havent't already realized, this is a pretty pointless entry... just.... procrastinating BEFORE starting on my readings (theoretical and philosophical readings f that)

i stepped on my pair of shades today at the gym (cos i put it in my gymbag and forgot about it....) it didn't pop THANK GOD.

What else, what else....

I had something interesting to say but i lost my train of thought. oh wells.

OH I REMEMBER!

I just started reading this blog, "Fashion Toast".... not long ago...should go check it out, i think the chick is SO HOTTT. and her clothes are hell awesome.

xx

Baby, i miss you! ;)

2009-04-05T12:27:00.006+08:00

Emma's! and BBQ (which has like only 1 picture ha ha)

Skittle Vodka is so yummmyyyy!!!!

ANYWAYS...

omg i just learnt that im applicable for student exchange program to study at the University of Miami.......

OMG OMG I WANT TO GO WANT TO GO WANT TO GO...... but its like so troublesome shifting out and everything... gotta ask my parents....

SO stoned now. don't feel like doing anything =/

XXX

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Grey's anatomy is getting abit ridiculous. Wth. Why is Izzy having sex with a ghost??!!!!!

So bizarre.

2009-03-29T16:30:00.006+08:00

Lazy day out.

Just went out of the house for a little bit today to get lunch and ice-cream!

i LOVE LOVE LOVE the seared chicken breast at Nandos. Just on a really random note, i don't eat any other part of a chicken... only breast meat. LOL. weird hey. and i HATE chicken wings.

Kind of, growing to like straight hair now. (im toying with the idea of getting bangs...)

My roomate is moving out soon.. i think ): ): ): wtf. means ill be in a house FULL of guys. yuk.

The only consolation is that i get to move into her room which is WAAAYYYY bigger.

Sitting on the grass waiting for the bus

my housemate took these for me! SO NICE!!! the sky's so blue... (:

NAWWWWWW I WANT!!!!
my brother says persian cats have a "huh" face. he says he doesnt like them cos they look at him with their "huh" face and it makes him feel like he's stupid. ha ha ha.... he says its like, if u get home from work.. you won't want a cat with a "huh" face... cos its not cute.

but i like persian cats!! they're royalty!

but i want an all white one! i already know what to name it.

My kitty's name will be Cleopatra Shinamitzu. (I will also, thus, con my friends into calling her cleopatra shinamitzu...... when in actuality, i just call her
cleo-pee) he he

omg!! HA HA HA HA they're so mean to the kitty ):

2009-03-26T15:16:00.001+09:00

You know,

this SHOULD affect me more than it really has.

Or does.

It's as if, having spent years of your life with someone doesn't even matter.

It's as if, nothing was built.

It's as if, there wasn't a relationship in the first place.

I don't understand any of it. Why doesn't it affect me (as much as i think it should) ?

It's not to say, i don't think about it or wonder what has become of it or feel sad about how the circumstances have detoriated;

I'm saying, why isn't the feeling deeper? Something more comprehendable, something i can't brush aside with ease?

I'm both amazed and disgusted at myself that im allowing myself to disregard the circumstances of present, not bothering to do anything about it anymore or fix the situation.

I don't know where the problem lies. Is it with me? Am i that emotionally retarded?

Why then is it so goddamn difficult for me to connect with people? Not as in, a we-hang-out-and-have-fun kind of connection, its more of a connection where i am actually BOTHERED to fix situations whereby loss is looming or when you can feel something/someone slipping away from you, bit by bit.

It's like, everything's so superficial. The foundation's weak. There's nothing deep, nothing solid. There isn't even a relationship; just companionship. I don't need companionship. I'm pretty sure i can survive alone. The only reason why i don't WANT to be alone, is because of society's imprint on the stigma of 'being alone', being 'a loner' or 'having no friends' or, 'being unwanted'.

Since young, I've always somehow tried to detach myself from acting out how im feeling. I don't know why i did it. It's so weird, it was probably when i was around 10 or so. It's like, i'd always HAD to have this control over my own emotions. Probably something to do with my personality. It's abit screwed. Happy, sad, disappointed. Whatever, just hated anyone to be able to read me.

Over the years, sometimes i think i don't even know how to feel anymore; or what to feel. It's not that i don't feel... i just, disregard it. Situations, events, words, things happy or sad... they don't really affect me much anymore. I wish they did sometimes, just so... i'd feel a little bit more human. I like to be in control over my thoughts, the way i act out, the way i feel, who i feel for... The last one's a little bit harder to get under grasp, but mostly, its still possible.

Sometimes, i think im relatively emotionless, dangerously hovering over the edge of numbness. Stoic. An ice queen. (but just skipping the parts where im mean to people because im too bloody sensitive to other people's feelings. irritating. wish i wasn't. and paid a little bit more attention to my own.)

With that said, maybe its not me.

It's everyone else.

Most never come remotely close to being actual genuine human beings.

Something i know i am actually capable of doing. The one thing i can do.

Maybe that's why i detach.

But right now,

I just wish i could stop these thoughts from pulsating through my head. Making me feel (mostly like shit) but just never enough to make me want to do something about it.

2009-03-25T02:47:00.005+09:00

AAHHHH. Need stress relief. Doing my ppt slides for my presentation tomorrow.

Haha. Anyways, baby made me laugh like ALOT today.

See it started off like this.

I bought bb a carebear like this one awhile ago...

and like apparently, the carebear's 'hair' (between its ears) kept tickling her nose and causing her to sneeze everytime she hugs it.... (if u see the expression live on skype its SUPER funny) ahahhaha so i told her ill use my epilator to give it a haircut once i get back to Singapore.

BUT noooooOOOooOOOoooOO....

she just used a pair of scissors to cut off all the hair so now care bear is BALD.

It looks spastic and weird now. HA HA HA. made me laugh so much.

hahhahaa im fkin happy! bb said i look like pochahontas on skype today ahahahahha i LOVE pochahontas......!! used to re-watch the movie over and over when i was younger... but that time i think i preferred the dude... John Smith or something... was he? hehehe but i still liked pochahontas... now i look at John Smith... yuck.

Even the last guy i dated looks better than him. ha ha ha

i miss you. come here quick... ill bring you to see the ducks and we'll drink cruisers by th beach and watch the sun set... just you & me (:

xx

2009-03-21T16:07:00.008+09:00

Sorority Row

i want to watch this! omg looks SO good! and the asian girl's like ... HOT!

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I don't know if its because, im too smart or if... it's just too easy. Like, i find myself with TOO MUCH free time. I complete my work and assignments too quickly.... and later find that i've too much free time on my hands, which then gets me extremely worried and paranoid if i've done everything that needs to get done. I check my unit onlines once, twice... everything's done.

I feel extremely confident of my work. But when u have so much spare time on your hands u get obsessive and paranoid and u start to nitpick...

But then again, i guess when you enjoy doing something (in my case, writing) everything comes easy. Or, easier at least. Assignments don't seem like such drags. Such a far cry from design school. Now its like, 50% effort, 100% results. In design school, it was like.. 80% effort, 60% results. zzz. Such a waste of 3 years of my life.

Love my blazer! Love that the weather is getting colder now. So awesome. And i <3>

And, i had this dream last night, which is hell weird cos i DONT dream. I dreamt that i was a super successful career woman. Had everything material but i wasn't me anymore. I was a person who stepped on others to get what i wanted. It's like.. degradation of morals lahh, if u know what i mean? Something like that. And i had an extremely hot younger boyfriend named James (i think?) but he died or something... and after that i can't remember.

But later on in my dream, i was like... quite old and not married. HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

WTH.

Let's hope that never happens (not the successful career thing, that; i want... but without stepping on people)

Anyways, i have this feeling that im going to be extremely successful in the future (once i rectify certain personality limitations)... because im an extremely focused person and am very ambitious ;)

ANYWAY....

Rolling Stone.

i like the second picture alot. Leighton Meester looks super hott... and like, so... adorable haha cos she's like evidently smaller than Blake Lively. Somehow it works. Very well.

Leighton Meester (Blair) looks damn fineeee here. I actually prefer Blake Lively (Serena), character-wise and off-screen.... but gotta admit....

'Blair' owns this one ;)

so hot.

2009-03-19T13:12:00.002+09:00

It's in the water baby,
It's in your bag of golden brown,
It's in the water baby,
It's in your frequency,
It's in the water baby,
It's between you and me

It's in the water baby,It's in the special way we fuck

It's between you and me

Hehe my baby's the best at making me ;) happy.

Miss you.... This post's for you (:

Somebody, employ me. I'm poor.

2009-03-16T18:09:00.011+09:00

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I'm in extremely good spirits today. and yesterday. (Babyy knows why) ahahha
Hope it lasts!

That aside, I am in desperate need of a job. Actually, not really lahh but like, i like to see fat bank accounts. So yes, somebody needs to employ me cos at the rate i'm spending, im going to be poor real soon.

I see SO MANY things i like in stores now. Bags, shoes, clothes... etc My cashflow mainly gets channelled into these, and FOOD. Now, if ONLY i can limit my expenditure on food.

This was one of my many purchases. And, maybe even my favourite purchase aside from the blazer i found myself. PERFECT FITTING! absolutely love it.

Buying sunnies and shoes ALWAYS make me happy. Sunnies especially.

The best part is that its so comfy and doesnt hurt my feet.

So anyways, Ashley came to visit from Singapore so just took her around.. shopping and stuff.

Just random pictures, out and about. Not gonna bother with words.

Walking home @ nite, cos there were no more bus services

yeh i know, i have the biggest motherfucking zit in the world ):

Btw can anyone help me with my comments? It's working now but why doesn't it indicate how many comments have been posted? it just says "post a comment" and u have to click on it to see the comments.

Anyone?

xx

P.S//

Im so excited for London and Paris in june! and maybe april or something when baby comes over hehe

Also, i LOVE William Golding's "Lord of the Flies". Might want to check that out, worth a read. It discusses how cultures created by man fails through illustrations of school boys stranded on a deserted island and focuses on controversial subjects of human nature and individual welfare versus the common good.

Its about the detoriation of morals and man's failure in creating a system of governance (a reality, a way of life) which then descends into chaos, disorder, savagery and evil...

Very disturbing read.

2009-03-14T15:32:00.002+09:00

Everything's fine,

yet its not.

Something's missing.

but i don't know what it is.

Or maybe i do.

2009-03-13T00:29:00.003+09:00

I hate hotlines which make use of "computerized phone-operators".

I tried calling the customer service hotline to get my mobile unlocked a little earlier,

and the "computerized phone-operator" mentioned something along the lines of "what do u want to do?" in slow, slurred robotic hyperbole.

Firstly, apart from the fact that it seemed extremely strange and bizarre talking to a computer, it was also extremely frustrating.

and because u don't go like, "hi i need to get my phone unlocked please...." to a computer, i went: unlock (pause) phone.

Of which sounded extremely foreign to even myself and i felt midly retarded for a split second or two.

The damn machine didn't register and was like,

"Sorry. Did u want to: (pause) Unlock your phone? (pause) or reset your pin? To unlock your phone....... blablabla"

So i had to do it again.

And the machine asked for a yes/no confirmation.

I had to do few other things in between (like saying my phone number out loud...etc) and was already quite frustrated at the stupid "operator" so i went like

"YUP"

and the machine was like "I'm sorry. What did u say? Could u repeat that again." (or something like tt)

"YEEEEE ---- AAAAAA ----- SSSSS"

I was extremely tempted to say fuck yes.

And im currrently wondering if the machine would register anything if i talked gibberish.

zzzz.

Stupid machines.

2009-03-11T02:08:00.004+09:00

I've got a new blog. Yay?

Also, if my layout looks fucked up on your screen, could u pls leave a comment? or actually, could someone just comment to see if its working? (:

this is probably going to be my public blog.

i think.