What do you do when this is something so much bigger than yourself?
Again and again,
it invades. it conquers.
It never stops.
You think it has when everything's right... but then it creeps up against you; other times it isn't as kind and latches itself onto you when everything's perfect..sucks the life out of you... you're in a battle with yourself.
The bubble bursts and reality seeps through... that mental image in your head about how things are supposed to be... its no longer tangible. So, you force yourself to get that image back. force yourself to fight through it.
sometimes you get it back; sometimes you find your way.
but the picture - its tainted now. something's missing. what do you do?
other times, you don't get it back.
it has conquered.
there's nothing you can do except wait -- wait for something else to come along, something which will take you up on a high -- that same something which will inevitably come crashing down.
so what the fuck do you do now?
