I don't know if its because, im too smart or if... it's just too easy. Like, i find myself with TOO MUCH free time. I complete my work and assignments too quickly.... and later find that i've too much free time on my hands, which then gets me extremely worried and paranoid if i've done everything that needs to get done. I check my unit onlines once, twice... everything's done.
I feel extremely confident of my work. But when u have so much spare time on your hands u get obsessive and paranoid and u start to nitpick...
But then again, i guess when you enjoy doing something (in my case, writing) everything comes easy. Or, easier at least. Assignments don't seem like such drags. Such a far cry from design school. Now its like, 50% effort, 100% results. In design school, it was like.. 80% effort, 60% results. zzz. Such a waste of 3 years of my life.
Love my blazer! Love that the weather is getting colder now. So awesome. And i <3>
And, i had this dream last night, which is hell weird cos i DONT dream. I dreamt that i was a super successful career woman. Had everything material but i wasn't me anymore. I was a person who stepped on others to get what i wanted. It's like.. degradation of morals lahh, if u know what i mean? Something like that. And i had an extremely hot younger boyfriend named James (i think?) but he died or something... and after that i can't remember.
But later on in my dream, i was like... quite old and not married. HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
WTH.
Let's hope that never happens (not the successful career thing, that; i want... but without stepping on people)
Anyways, i have this feeling that im going to be extremely successful in the future (once i rectify certain personality limitations)... because im an extremely focused person and am very ambitious ;)
ANYWAY....
Rolling Stone.
i like the second picture alot. Leighton Meester looks super hott... and like, so... adorable haha cos she's like evidently smaller than Blake Lively. Somehow it works. Very well.
Leighton Meester (Blair) looks damn fineeee here. I actually prefer Blake Lively (Serena), character-wise and off-screen.... but gotta admit....
